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I don't know what I did

To change the feelings of your heart

But apparently I struck them

Like a bulls eye with a dart



You love me for me

And I do the same

I love being around you

And when you say my name



I love all of this

You make me feel wanted

Because never ever before

Has it really ever been gotten



I must be honest with you

I enjoyed our first kiss

It was quite amazing

And truly pure bliss



The times where I am away

From you and your hold

My heart begins to yearn for you

And it becomes small and cold



But then comes the time

Where I am able to see you

My heart returns to normal

And almost like brand new



12/23/07-2/3/08

5/26/08-9/19/08

[Written in November.]



You were my greatest friend.

I loved you the most.

I always wanted you around,

and for just us to hang out.

Then you met him,

this boy of yours.

He's changed you, mind that.

You're always off with him,

unless at school, work, or sleeping.

What happened to us?

The great times we had;

the days of just you and me.

What happened to us?

Every other day hanging out;

the moments I'll cherish forever.

This road that we're travelling

reminds me of a time.

A time about two years ago.

I don't want to do that way.

You hurt me horribly once,

and you promised you wouldn't again.

Who put you in this mindset?

Where's my best friend?

You don't see it

because I don't show it,

but I'm beginning to break.

I'm already hurt.

You promised you wouldn't do this,

but it's already happening

right before our eyes.

And you're completely oblivious!

Where is your heart?

On your boy,

along with school and work?

Am I included somewhere?

Because it doesn't feel so.

Please reassure me you'll do things right.

I hate how things are...



Where did you go?